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Me?! Amazing?! Whaaaa?! Selfish
I had a dream I graduated last night. I woke up amazed at how far I’ve come. I can’t believe I’m only 6 classes away from getting my Master’s. I feel like I just went to college. Only 6 classes away from a new world. Ish is crazy. I’m so blessed; this is why I can’t help but to feel a little selfish about the way I’ve been thinking and feeling lately. I often feel like I have no purpose or that I don’t inspire others like I really want or that I have no talent. I hate feeling average, like I have no light. I’ve been selfish in my quest to find myself because of my perception that I lack those traits I desire. I feel like I’m so close to finding the light. I hope it’s nearby. |